X-Spirit的陋室铭

生活有的时候面临许多选择,这些选择让人困惑。 生活有的时候没有任何选择,这个时候让人压抑。 但无论生活有没有给你选择,你只能做一件事情: 排除困难,勇往直前!

2007年11月30日星期五

A Little Short Break(2)

Coming back from Shanghai, life continues. All I must face is the test case and the fu*king d*mn cell phone. My mentor will leave this company for a new job, only left a bad condition to me. I've to fight against all the bad situation by myself. I'm so depressed. After she left, many workmates asked me if I feel a little sad, I said, "Yes, a little" as a response. Yes, of course, there is no excuse for me to blame her, but she really did something good for someone but nothing to me.

But when a hero meet his chance, he must change all the situation by himself! Those hypocrites must pay for what they've owed. It's time for revenge, and a real hero must fight against all the pain and finally reach the goal.

A friend of mine reminds me to change my job. But I think I should study more and try to find more chances. L P must be performed at about Jan.2008 or laterly July.2008.

2007年11月23日星期五

A Little Short Break(1)

After a long time of dreariness, I decided to continue my blog life. But there was so many things that I missed to record in my blog... So I will write them down for filler.

Firstly, I want to talk about my journey to Shanghai, 'cause it was so amazing. On November 17th, 2007, I was on the train to Shanghai. It was really a long trip, and I kept staying on the train for almost 24 hours. When I got up the next morning, I felt that my teeth were a little hurt when I occluded them. So I think I cannot sleep in a downhill pose any more, the gravity will pull my teeth out of my mouth... But a girl beside me took my attention. She was reading, no, excectly was recite the lyrics of Linkin Park. And I found many some other person who was doing this too. It was so funny, 'cause there were so many person who have the same aim for this journey with me.

Steping on the ground in front of Shanghai Railway Station, I met my friend who was acquainted in Wuhan during my training time at Worksoft Corp.(but now it is called VanceInfo, I think it is just bullshit...).

This friend is working for Huawei Corp. and majored in writing C++ codes to implement the arithmetic in the router. He told me a lot about the life he is living, and I found that everyone has a hard life now, no matter what you do, no matter who you are, developer or tester, we are facing the same problem, that is, how to survive in the world which is based on the relationship among the persons.

But time goes so fast, the concert which is performed by Linkin Park, the most popular alternative rock 'n roll band in the world, was going to start. After the farewall to this friend, I entered the gymnasium by myself. The air is so cold, and I was waiting for the beginning of this concert full of expection.

When the light turned off, the music at the beginning wasn't performed by Linkin Park, but a Chinese band which is called Shouren. All the audience were shouting loudly:"Get out! Son of b*tches!". Then the voice became more unitive. Ther're shouting:"Linkin Park, Linkin Park..." At that time, I suddenly realised why do the Chinese bands get little progress. We should give them more support, though they may be not so mature.

After six songs, Shouren quited the sence. All the lights in the gymnasium turned on, and the audience continued waiting for their favorite band. We played the game called people wave for warming our cold bodies.

Linkin Park began to perform! Wow, it was so amazing and excited! The first song is One Step Closer. And everybody shouted loudly with Chester. The next 90 minutes, audience had a wonderful night, with their favorite band, and favorite music. They co-operated many songs, such as In The End, No More Sorrow, What i've Done, Faint and more...

In my opinion, Linkin Park is such a successful rock 'n roll band which can attract my interesting. Their songs gives me a sense on my mind, that is abreacting all the gloomy mood. Though I have to face the truth in the end, but a little time with their songs is the most powerful moment in my mental life. I will think more about my current life and the further life.

2007年11月7日星期三

我想要的

一点点钢琴
加上
一点点的爵士鼓点
再加上
一点点萨克斯的哔卟

一点点小号
加上
一点点双响筒声
再加上
一点点吉他弦的颤动

一杯热茶
一个悠闲的午后
一些来自朋友的消息

是的

我要的就是这些

2007年11月6日星期二

回不去了

上周偶尔看到小象的签名,说道回母校触景生情的一刻。忽然联想到自己9月底回学校的时候。理工校区还是没变,依然那么纯朴,宁静,周围的小商店甚至都没有换个牌匾。但是西区就显得荒凉了许多,很多树都不在了,好在还有人。宿舍楼上插着的红旗还在那里垂着头飘着,只是里面住的不再是自己熟悉的那群人,而那群人现在也已经散落在以北京为中心,半径不出中国国界的范围之内。真的很害怕回想几个月前还在体验的宿舍生活:和宿舍人说说笑笑,在别的宿舍打拳皇,到水房冲凉……这一切的一切都仿佛那么真实,但是这些场景又确确实实仅仅是记忆的影子。

工作快半年了,每天除了按手机还要应付各种微妙的人际关系,真的觉得很累。以前那种成就感也荡然无存。我慢慢变得多疑和敏感起来,话也少了。兴趣和爱好也逐渐的远离我。。。就像地铁里广告上说的,当我正在为生活奔波的时候,生活却逐渐远离了我。。。

周末在阿亮那里会见了小象一行,感觉格外亲切。小象向我展示了他回学校拍的照片。从灰蒙蒙的照片上,我看到了空无一人的西校区。红旗还是在那里飘着,那些教学楼还是在那里立着,只是地上全是落叶,没有人打扫,也没有一个人影。。。

真不敢想像,也许下次回石家庄,再想去看看这个校区,能看到的也许是高楼,也许是体育场,也许是别的什么吧。。。

关于大学的记忆,就这样,被强迫留在了梦里,再也找不到它的故居,它的发源地。。。